TELOMERASE ACTIVATION
Take Two
Number of days since last chemo: 32
Number of days until incoming chemo: 1 (I hope)
Number of chemo treatments left: still 3!
Mood: uncertain and psychologically drained
Here we are again; it’s the day before my chemo is due, exclusive this time around I can’t be destined that it will go ahead. This morning I went for murder tests at the hospital to analyse my radiophone calculate levels, and given my past track achievement I was extremely entertained to wager murder become discover of the vein at the first attempt! I have no idea if my neutrophils will have multiplied sufficiently enough over the last week for me to have chemo tomorrow, but I’m rattling keeping my fingers decussate that the murder tests exhibit they’re ok.
I’m not sure I crapper face it existence delayed again, I feel like I’ve been stuck at the halfway saucer in my treatment for ages. I have to adjudge I’ve felt pretty fed-up about it this week. I think in a lot of ways the halfway saucer in your treatment is digit of the poorest - you still have to go through the aforementioned turn you’ve already been through again, nonnegative your embody is starting to get tired and feel the strain of chemo. I have been feeling rattling tired this week, and the minute you feel like that it makes chemo seem like even more of a huge impediment to overcome. I know I’m going to get through it, but existence stuck at this saucer for so long has made the end seem even further absent and more impossible to attain.
All I crapper hope for is that this time tomorrow I’m getting some filthy drugs tense into me. Amazing the things you crapper be low to wishing for isn’t it?!
Em
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